How Setting Goals Changed My Life

If you set goals and go after them with all the determination you can muster, your gifts will take you places that will amaze you. ~Les Brown

Me on the Left

Me on the Left

I am 47 years old and am crossing the finish line for my first half-marathon (13.1 miles) at my old college Virginia Tech. I completed it in just over 3 hours and I feel great. I ran the race with some friends from high school that I hadn’t seen in 10 and 20 years. I was not only very happy, but also met a goal I had set for myself and basked in the satisfaction of saying “I did it”. 2 1/2 years earlier I was in a deep depression with anxiety and stress from the C-PTSD trauma I suffered at the hands of bullies as a child. How did I get to today. One simple word: GOALS.

Setting goals can be one of the toughest challenges when you are dealing with both mental and physical rehabilitation. Studies show that goal setting when you feel defeated can be extremely hard. I didn’t just say to myself that my goal was to run a half-marathon, it was a long 2+ year process to get to this race.

It all started in the depths of my depression from C-PTSD. I knew that, in order to get better, goals and very small baby action steps would have to be set for myself. That’s not to say that I won each daily battle, but eventually did get to end the war with myself. Of course, my first goal was the hardest, to get out of my depression.

To conquer this goal, I took action steps, which started by seeing mental health professionals and reading many many many self-help books. There were two themes in all of this. Exercise and nutrition are important to the recovery of a mental and even physical problem. So I promised (as much as I hated exercising) to work on that. This is the ideas of setting the goals I made to meet them:


The first part of goal setting for me was setting action items. These are the small steps you need to take to meet a larger goal. It is important to have simple and achievable steps to the goal. In my case, it was just to start exercising, which began for me on an elliptical machine for 20 miserable minutes 5 to 6 days a week. Remember, I hate exercising. I also started eating much better. After a while of this and other help, my depression fog began to lift. Then I started at the gym doing more activities. Then I ran a couple of 5K (3.1 mile) races to see if I could do that. Each of the achievements was also a goal and smaller bites were done for each one. How do you eat a whole giant sandwich? One bite at a time and maybe over several hours or days.


I think this is very important. Many of us want to make our goal bigger than we should. For example, if my goal was to run the half-marathon, that is it. If I added a time variable that said I want to run it in under 3 hours, that would have been too big for me, someone who never ran 13.1 miles in his life. All your goals are ones that you believe you can meet and avoid adding some ending that makes the goal unrealistic.


Prepare yourself now for the possible frustration of setbacks. My goal was to run the half-marathon, but I did not achieve that for 2 1/2 years. That might seem like a long time, but it was realistic. I had several setbacks, like not being mentally or physically prepared, having other obligations get in the way and others. Be careful about setting too close a time for the big goals. Be happy to be moving forward a little bit at a time.


Golds Gym Showing UpHas this ever happened to you? You set a goal well in advance. As the day approaches for the goal to be done, you get anxious, stressed, and start to self-doubt. Let’s say you paid a good amount of money in advance as well. When the magic day arrives, all your self-doubt shows up and you decide it’s better to just not go than to fail. I have talked to many people about this and it happens all the time. There’s a sign on the door as I enter my gym. It says “know that showing up is half the battle”. It is so true. Your mind will convince you sometimes that you “can’t” and it’s your job to prove it wrong. Was I totally anxious and stressed before my marathon? Oh yes I was. Did I contemplate calling my friends before going and telling them an excuse, like I was sick, to avoid going? Oh yes I did. Did I fight my mind and self-doubt? You betcha. Once arriving I had a great time and the anxiety and stress began to melt away. It is the one fight that most have and it’s up to you to change your “can’t” to a “can” and enjoy the ride.


This is probably the hardest part of setting goals, particularly when you are feeling low. You must find a way to say “I can do it.” Not “I might be able to do it” or the famous depression saying, “I can’t do it.” Changing your thought pattern to positive is part of all essential recovery treatments. You have to keep saying “I can do it.” You say that, because you can! Love yourself, do good things for yourself, believe in yourself. That is what will see you through to the finish line.

So, there I was with my two friends, finishing the half-marathon and I wasn’t the slowest. Certainly one of them, but that’s OK, it was my first one and I just wanted to complete it. Six months earlier, my friends and I made a pact to do it and we did. There are no words that could easily tell you the feeling of elation that is doing something that, in a time before, you thought you couldn’t do.

My path there required many baby steps and a positive attitude. Both these things seemed impossible only 2 years before. Now I must set another achievable goal for myself, because I understand the power that goal setting has in my mental and even physical health. I am 47 years old and am only just now learning how to say “I can do it” and mean it.

And I will tell you, from my vantage point, it feels really great!

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Alan Eisenberg is a Certified Life Coach with a niche in bullying and abuse recovery, Bullying Recovery activist, and author of "A Ladder In The Dark: My journey from bullying to self-acceptance". and "Crossing the Line". He has been writing and speaking to various audiences about the issue of C-PTSD and Bullying Recovery. Mr. Eisenberg has been featured on several print, radio shows and podcasts on this issue, including NPR and in the Boston Globe
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